THISCLOSE;
You never bothered.
I was just a burden to you.
Thanks for acting like you actually cared.
The answer to evry qn startg with a who/what is
Your mother
The answer to evry qn startg with a where is
Up your ass
The answer to evry qn startg with why is
Cause i like it
The answer to evry other qn is
Shut up
With this vital piece of advice u will succeed in life & english compre.
Thursday, March 03, 2011
49days 14hours 15mins 2seconds
guess there's always a first time for everything, including puking blood and tearing tears of blood wtf. imba shit. was going through so much pain i honestly thought i wasnt gonna make it thought the first night. waking up from anesthesia with a tube down my throat, unable to talk, breathe from mouth or even turn my head. insisting the doctor removing the tube leaving me with only passage for air through my mouth. nostrils stuffed with tampons to absorb blood and wound in throat still raw from removing tonsils, each breath i take the dryer my throat gets. i swear i just wanna get outta here. 2 nights here has drained all the life i have left in me. i hate hospitals so much. this better be worth every single fucking ounce of pain im going through. thank you lord for bringing me through all these.
and thanks to yiying for coming down to visit me after work as well, you made my day so much easier to pass. <3 thanks for the newpaper and mag =D catchup proper soon.
waiting for doctor to come around to remove the tampons, i swear i just wanna get the fuck outta this fuckforsaken place. every min i spend in here makes me more n more stone.
iHATEyou;
9:40 AM
